The FMC (pictures on the main page) was our home away from home. It was a row of four connected houses with doors opening from one house to the other. The basement was a labyrinth of halls that wound between the laundry room,
the Dining Room, and the kitchens. In there somewhere was a room with a snooker table. Another room was a lounge, but we weren’t encouraged to go into it.
In one of the houses, the top two floors were flats for long-term guests. When Mum had to have surgery with complications, she and us children stayed in one of them. It was a dark time, although I didn’t
fully understand why. Mum stayed in bed most of the time. I would bring her an apple which she pealed thinly and slice off bites. When she wasn’t looking, I’d snitch the peals and eat them. She caught me
and I protested that I didn’t want the peal to go to waste. She began being generous with the thickness of the peal, although I continued to protest.
While we lived in the flat, we had milk and little bottles of the best tasting orange juice ever delivered. I’d hang out the window watching for that early morning delivery and run down the four flights of stairs to meet the
milkman and get my bottle of OJ first.
The hallways of the two houses in the middle ran side by side, so the wall between them was taken out and they became the Grand Hall. (On the image of the building you can see the doors, although it appears
they are no longer used.) In the Grand Hall was what appeared to me as a monstrously tall clock. I was afraid of it and it’s slow, unfaltering, stern tick until Miss Dawes (one of the sisters who managed to
Club) asked me one Sunday morning to help her wind the clock. She opened the glass door, revealing the large pendulum winging slowly back and forth, and guided my hands high up behind that pendulum to the
shorter of two heavy chains.
“Pull!” cried Miss Dawes. I pulled, and pulled, but to no avail, until she wrapped her hands around mine and pulled with me. As we pulled the short chain down, the longer piece slid up until it was way
above my head, and the short chain was almost touching the floor of the clock.
“There now,” Miss Dawes said, dusting off her hands. “We just wound him up!”
I stroked the clocks smooth, dark wood. “Why’s it called a Grandfather Clock?”
“Well, that’s a funny one,” Miss Dawes replied. “There was song written by a man called Henry Clay Work in the last century about his grandfather’s clock. It became a favorite and was sung and played by
groups and bands all over. And the tall hall clock was nicknamed the Grandfather's Clock.” She drew me to the foot of the stairs, and we sat. “Let me see if I can remember how it goes,” and she began to sing.
“My grandfather's clock was too tall for the shelf
So it stood ninety years on the floor
It was taller by half than the old man himself
But it weighed not a pennyweight more.
It was bought on the morn
On the day that he was born
It was always his treasure and pride
But it stopped, short, never to go again
When the old man died.
Still the clock kept the time
With a soft and muffled chime
As we silently stood by his side
But it stopped, short - never to go gain
When the old man died."
The breakfast gong rang, and we joined others heading for the ding room in the basement. I kept humming the last two lines until I thought I’d go crazy.
But I was cured of my fear of the clock and often snuggled in the shadows at its side, listening to the beat of the heart of a Grandfather I never knew.